Hello 
I'm Siobhan Curran/Kisa Naumova, and this is my weblog. I tend to write about stuff like crossdressing, Macs, code, cats, wine and Second Life, but in general it's just an ongoing conversation about all sorts of stuff. If you'd like to know a little bit more about what this all is, I recommend starting on this page which has a little bit of info on who I am, and what I'm trying to do — or you could dive into my five years worth of archives if you like.
Otherwise, feel free to close this box and explore...
The Rug From Beneath My Feet
I don't think it's ever taken me a whole week and a bit to write about something before. I've been trying to find the right words — words that are non-flippant, but at the same time non-melodramatic.
Also, I felt that I needed to give myself enough time to be able to write about this without the cloud of emotion that's been hanging over me.
Part of me didn't want to write about it at all. Opening up the innermost details of your life to the internet can be a scary thing, and also a little unfair — considering it's not just me affected by it. And, of course, there's been the little voice in my head that says it's not true until I write about it here.
But I think, all things considered, that I need to write about it, or at least mention it. Partly because writing is something I need to do to as part of the Moving On Process™, but also because I realise that a lot of people read this and wonder what's going on in my life.
Kathie and I have split up.
I just wanted to say though, that I'm OK. I know it might seem melodramatic to turn the comments off, but I hope yous'll understand. If this was a private weblog that no-one in RL that knew me read, then I'd probably write a lot more, and go on a blogathon for sympathy or something. But she reads this, and it wouldn't be fair.
