Hello 
I'm Siobhan Curran/Kisa Naumova, and this is my weblog. I tend to write about stuff like crossdressing, Macs, code, cats, wine and Second Life, but in general it's just an ongoing conversation about all sorts of stuff. If you'd like to know a little bit more about what this all is, I recommend starting on this page which has a little bit of info on who I am, and what I'm trying to do — or you could dive into my five years worth of archives if you like.
Otherwise, feel free to close this box and explore...
Gooey
You know, I guess sometimes it's really easy to forget that people who don't spend their lives messing around with web interfaces can sometimes find it hard to grasp concepts that to some of us seem perfectly reasonable.
I just had an email for a student user of a website that I've made, confused and belwildered by the whole process. The way I've designed it, you see, is that you upload Stuff™ to a main 'stream', and then you 'push' that Stuff™ into different places — you blog it, you collect it into projects and sets, you add it to your general research...
But the email read something like this:
hi Siobhan iv got into the web site, but it wont let me type anything on the page can i come and see u
Now, apart from it sounding like an email sent by One Of Them™, it suddenly struck me what was going on. This student user had managed to log themselves in and had been confronted by a (practically) empty page. They'd then tried to use that page as a word processor, click in it, and type in it — whereas me, myself, would have been straight at the 'Upload Shit' link.
My initial reaction was one of "whythefuckisitthathardtounderstand?whatthehelldoyouthinka'website'is?" FFS. But this is a reaction hewn from a day of frustration and infuriation. And also a reaction based purely on my own engagement with online things.
Just because I know that I need to 'upload' shit to fill a page, doesn't mean that everyone else does.
There was something really interesting on A List Apart (or 43thingumys, or Signal vs Noisiness) recently, about populating the first-view page of a site with stuff that would help someone understand what was going on. I think I've really failed in that respect.
My GUI sucks. I need to redo it.
...
WHAT?!
I am so fucking drained. I feel like I've been barraged from all sides today. Every five seconds there was someone else needing help, someone else needing a bit of technical advice.
I've spent most of today glaring at people, and saying "Do I look like I'm free?"
Obviously though, I'm in my total element. Earlier, I discovered that because of our general licenses, I could have Quark running on my laptop, and I had someone stare in wonder at me 'playing the Quark piano' as I knocked out a quick poster spread for them.
...
Last night, M and I watched Crash.
Wow.
Seriously wow. I found it challenging to say the least.
There was a moment when the pair of us (on swapped sofas, bizarrely) were gawped at the screen, hands clutched at our faces, not quite believing the power and intensity of what we were watching.
...
Also, last night, I had about half a bottle of wine.
My fears — my horrible fears — about not being able to sleep when slightly sober were realised, not because of the lack of booze, but because of some drunken shits that decided to shout their way up the street outside at two in the morning.
Then again at four.
In a bid to relax myself and prepare for a night of sleep without being trashed (it's been a while — as all those 'worried' about me will testify), I knocked back a couple of herbal sleep-aids.
I'm blaming them for the nightmares.
...
I know I said I wasn't going to "write anything big", and even though this isn't really "big" in the true sense of the word (or, at least, in the Grand Siobhan Scheme Of Things™), I found myself with a laptop and an internet connection, and fuck-all on the telly.
So sorry.
Wasn't The Line Of Beauty good though? ![]()
"And now on BBC2, bum-sex, Tories and swearing. Enjoy"
so close...
sounds like your user/student was expecting a wiki-type interface.
"And now on BBC2, bum-sex, Tories and swearing. Enjoy" I hope someone has alerted Stonewall to this.
James, way to break my blog
I know that article, but it wasn't the one I was thinking about. I'll try and find it later.
April, I think my student user was expecting Photoshop to be honest ![]()
Aha, this would be in Harrogate eh? Depending on how close to the conference hotels you stay during the week and the town centre being woken up at silly o'clock by drunken oafs is a common occurance. :-/
The Carpet fair in January was my "fave" often saw frozen sick on the pavements, nice.
I've been getting hassles from my boss recently because of my attitude towards in-duh-viduals, not my face to face interaction as I'm always nice then — well sort off. BUt my attidude as I walk round the office and work on their issues.
He says if I worked for an airline and was confronted by a complaining passenger my attitude could be summed up as — 'well if you think you can do better fuck off outside and flap you arms and see how far you get.'
Jenna




This?
I live in Highbury. Count yourself lucky
Line of Beauty is completely amazing. Saw the first episode at the LLGFF a month ago — can't wait for the next two!